I Learn to Appreciate

Hello all!

Suddenly I had the strong urge to write something here. I think I just miss my late grandmother so much and I don’t know with whom I shall share this feeling. You know, not all people out there is willing to listen to everything you have to share, not every time. The worst part is that, they are among your close friends and those you consider to be among the best. Absurd isn’t it. At last, I bet it’s better to write it here, so that nobody will complain anything. Read if you want to, don’t if you wish so.

This entry is not meant to be a sad entry, but to remind us that we have to appreciate the existence of people around us.

My late grandmother is irreplaceable. No doubt about it. But after her passing, Allah has bestowed me with a beautiful niece, whom I love very dearly. She feels so close to my heart, as close as my grandmother was. I bet, that is just how this life works. Nothing is eternal. Hence we need to make sure that we make our loved ones happy while they are still alive. I am relief that I have made my grandmother happy when she was still alive. She was so proud of me, and I have tried my best to put smiles on her face every single day. She always said that I am her favourite and she’s happy that I am her grandson.

Now, my beautiful Sofia just turned 1 a week ago. Oh the time truly flies. I bought her a ballerina gown on her 1st birthday and she looks very adorable wearing it. That happy girl is able to make my heart beams every now and then. She’s my pure bundle of joy, just like the late of my grandmother.

Let’s make our loved ones happy, while they are still around us.

Regards,

HHB

learn-to-appreciate 

Stalk Me Even More

Hi Peeps,

Last night, my phone rang,

Yes, “someone” called,

I was told that “someone” stalked me for quite sometimes,

Strangely, I did not freak out, not a bit,

Instead, my heart smiles like a moon beam when I first heard that,

And till now my heart is still smiling,

Probably, I still want that “someone” to stalk me from afar,

So that “someone” will be able to know me better, by just observing.

Oh, please, do not stop, watch me closely,

Keep doing that, my dear “someone”,

For that has brightened up my days and nights.

Regards,

HHB,

stalkme-evenmore

Not Just Another Dream

Hi Peeps,

Last night I had a dream. It's the dream that I wish would last long. Last night, I dreamt of my late grandmother. Yes, the one whom I deeply missed. In my dream, I saw her coming back to our house, and the moment I saw her, I ran towards her and I hugged her tightly. I can still remember vividly I cried really hard when I hugged her. It felt so real! 

Suddenly, I woke up and realized that it was just a dream. How I wish that the dream did not end there. And how I wish I can hug her longer.

But one thing for sure, it's a dream that I want to have every single time I fall asleep....

May you have the best place there, Nek. May my prayers for you are being heard by the Almighty. Amin.

Regards,

HHB

She's-deeply-Missed

Who's Singing...?

Hey Peeps,

look who's singing...? Check it out.

Regards,
HHB
Sing-for-Fun

What Do You Know About FRIENDSHIP?

What do you know about friendship,

when you do not care for your friend's feeling,

being insensitive towards them,

treating them like strangers,

not knowing the real situations,

yet you're giving them a wrong look,

putting the blame on them for the wrong thing you did,

giving them your evil laughs,

causing them to suffer heartache,

What do you know about it...?

For this one time,

I am begging you to come back to your

SENSES...!

Regards,
HHB,
heart-broken

The Untold Stories

Hey all,

thanks to Allah, alhamdulillah, finally, i've secured a job offer from a mid-sized law firm in Kuala Lumpur. What makes me happy is that, the firm is willing to pay me according to the market rate. Right now, I am very excited to embark on a new journey, as an Advocate & Solicitor.

I know that it won't be easy, yet, I am ready to face the upcoming challenges in life. I just pray and hope that I will always have the courage to make it through the hurdles. I always tell myself that the pain that I have to suffer, is the best way to bring me forward. So, I will bear the pain, no matter how painful it is.

Oh yeah, I've gone missing from this blog for almost a year. There are many major changes happened in my life.




My beloved grandmother, who was the closest person to me, passed away on the 16th day of last ramadhan. (May Allah bless her soul and place her in the best place, Amin.) She was the best gift for me from Allah. I am fortunate that I had her in my life. She was a very modest person, who always taught me good values in life. Whenever I faced troubles in life, she offered me her helps and showered me with her loves, so that I won't be left alone. Indeed, I owe her my life. My prayers, will always be with her.

Look at the smile on her face

Each time I miss her, I will look at the photos of her, which captured wonderful moments that I had with her. Tears couldn’t bring her back to me. Yet, the sweet and sad memories that we shared together will always remain intact in my mind.

The day when she left me, was the saddest day that I’ve ever had so far. It was the downiest point of my life. It’s really hard to let her go, but nothing that I could do to change the fact that she's gone. I will always remember her as the greatest gift that God has bestowed upon me. I love you Nenek.



To Nenek, we will always keep praying for your well-being in the hereafter. Never will I forget.

الفاتحه
 




 



After years going through the hurdles, finally, on January 2010 I graduated with a Second Class Upper Grade (yay). Now I am the degree holder of Bachelor of Laws (Honours). 

It's been a very tough journey, and it's impossible for me to reach the finish line without supports from people around me, especially my late Grandmother, family and close friends.


Now I have a bigger responsibility towards the society at large. The knowledge gained and the skills obtained throughout my studies, I shall not waste. I pray that Allah will always guide me to the right path. One thing for sure, I know that I won't sink in the sea of life

Then I pursued my career in legal fraternity as a pupil-in-chamber for the period of nine months.




And, on the 6th November 2010, my only sister gave birth to a beautiful baby, Sofia. Indeed, she is a real bundle of joy who brings thousands of meaning in this life.

Many things happened. Those are among the untold stories which I think, you should know.

I guess, I have nothing else to write here.

Till then,
ditto...!



Regards,
HHB,
that's-that

I Used To Have...

 Hey peeps,

I used to have a best friend,

who was always there for me, through thick and thin,

we shared many things in life together,

both sadness and hapiness,

but as we all know, with no exception,

all of us change,

some of us change to become a better person in life,

while some others, the other way around.

My so called best friend is of no exception,

he too, changed,

gradually, he became someone whom I can barely understand,

from someone whom I think "the best of friend",
to only my good friend,
again, after sometimes, I feel that he wasn't really a good friend,
but we're still close,
perhaps we're just close friends,
neither good nor best,
unfortunately, I was wrong again,
for one more time,
it seems there are gaps separated between us, lately,
and the gaps seemed to be created by himself,
hence, we are not as close as we used to be,
yet, he is a friend of mine, STILL.


Right now, at this moment,

I think, I have lost the count,

Why oh why,

only he has the answer,

but, no matter what,

I am still a hopeful person,

hoping that, he will be 'him' again.

Regards,
HHB,
Best-Good-Close

I am what 'HOLIC'?

Peeps,

Do you have any idea how much that I miss you? I really miss you people =)

Much apology for I failed to spare my time here. I haven’t got the opportunity to update my blog since the last two weeks. I was extremely busy with my sister’s wedding in Klang and Kuala Terengganu. Yet I am deligthed that everything went well. What a relief. Phew.

And yeah, finally, I can spare my priceless time to update my blog. Yay. Last night I was wondering, if a question is asked to you; What kind of ‘holic’ are you? What would be your answer? Well, as for me I have my own answers. I am a: 1. Chocoholic

I am pretty sure you know it. I am a sweet tooth person. Chocs and I are inseparable. I love the sweetness. Not to forget the bitterness. Every bite of chocs makes me feel great. That is why, I am a chocoholic person. 2. Shopaholic

I love spending my money, even when I don’t actually have much to spend. It is my greatest pleasure guilt. I like buying new stuffs for myself. It feels really satisfying when I can actually get things that I want.

It’s very rare that I’d go out without buying anything. I will refrain myself to shop when I actually have none to spend. Haha. It’s really bad. It’s not wise to spend money on unnecessary things. I know. I am sure we all know.

But last month was a marvelous month. I spent almost the whole money that I got from my part time job as a Research Assistant to buy loads of good. I bought 2 bottles of perfume for myself, a bottle of perfume for my mother (as a gift for mother’s day), 2 headbands from my younger sisters which they wore during my sister’s wedding, a table lamp and a cake for my sister (as her wedding+birthday gift), I got to treat my cousin makan2 and others. It feels really good. Nothing can describe the feeling, but self satisfaction. 3. Workaholic

Some people said that I am such a workaholic person. But, that’s what they thought, not me. I personally think that I am such a lazy brat. They just don’t know the reasons why I joined activities like mooting and being a Research Assistant during semester break.

It’s true that everyone should get their rest during the break by going to vacations etc. But one question, how can you go for a vacation when you don’t have much money? (figure it out for me please)

I first decided to join mooting competitions because I wanted to challenge myself. Many people said, if a student intends to be part of the mooting team, he/she has to be crème of the crème. But, I don’t think that they were right about it.

Cause I have proved them to be so wrong. First thing first, I am not crème of the crème, not even close to the word smart. Yet, I joined the mooting team, just to challenge my ability. To see what I am being capable of to do.

As to the Research Assistant job, I am being paid for whatever research that I’ve done. I’m doing the job to earn money and experiences. There is nothing to do with being workaholic. So people out there, I hope I have made it clear to you that I am not a workaholic person. Just a money motivated person. 4. Bookaholic

I wish I could be more of like Sarah and Hana who love to read books. I so admire the two of them for being really bookaholic. They really like reading. Hana even said once in her blog, ‘how can one not love books’? Sigh. I always tell myself to read more. Knowledge is powerful. Without knowledge we are powerless. So peeps, let’s read more books. ;p

Fyi, I read fictions to improve my dictions and English. Still, I think it’s never been enough. The other day, I went out to KLCC alone, and I actually dropped by to Kinokuniyya (a book store). I saw a very nice book rack which catches my eyes. I really fancy the books showed on the racks. Those are chic lits which are my favourite. Since then, I plan to buy it one by one. I just don’t bother with whoever saying that chic lit is meant for girls. If I like it, why cant I buy and read it? Right? So yeah…I’ll buy it later ;). I think I am only that ‘holics’. What about you peeps? Make sure, none of you is alcoholic. It brings no good to your life. Just don’t. Regards, HHB, Love-Shopaholic-theMost

A Wedding Blessing

My dearest sister, I am really glad that finally you’ll be married to a guy whom you love very dearly. To a guy who is willing to take good care for you so that nothing will harm you, ever. Nothing makes me happier than knowing the fact that someone is willing to accept you for better or worse. You’re my only sister. You’re the one whom I fight with, also the one whom I would always turn to whenever I am in troubles. No matter what people said about us, they just don’t know that we do love each other. At first I was so sad that you’ll be taken away from me. But, I no longer am as I am not losing you. In fact, I will gain a new family member, a brother in law. I know it’s not easy to be you, But bear in mind that God is being fair to us all, That is why after what you have gone through before, Now God is gratifying you with joys and glee into your life. Have a happy marriage life to you sis.

Till then Loads of Love.

HHB, Your only Brother

Calling For Wedding

Hi Peeps, You are all invited to my sister's Wedding on 30th and 31st May 2009 in Klang. The details are as follow:

Well, I hope that you can come to the wedding, since she's my only sister. No more sister wedding after hers. Haha. Till then, love you people.

p/s--> if guys notice, me and my sister love pink colour. Something that we have in common ;p

Regards, HHB, Very-Excited

Chocolate For Happiness

チョコレートをありがとう

Give Me A Chocolate Heart

Everyone loves a delicacy

And most of all miss dainty me

Who's not so dainty now,

I sayThere's so many wrappers to throw away

Chocolate has a place in my heart

It's a springboard for my life's jumpstart

Whenever I am feeling low

It's to the chocolate box I go

I think if I eat enough sweets

My heart will turn to yummy treats

And how could that be bad?

In the company of chocolate no one's sad

They'll love my dark chocolate soul

You can't resist what makes you whole

Oh, make me chocolate filled

If everyone loves me, I'll be thrilled

Phoenix Rory

p/s--> By the way abg Zul went to Japan last month and he bought me loads of chocolate. I am so flattered. So happy that my choc box is full with chocs =) Thanx a lot abg Zul.

Not to forget, thank a bunch to Naguib for his kindness. He gave me his I LOVE NY choc when mine was eaten by fungus. What a thoughful friend you are. I am sorry that I forgot to mention your name earlier. I regret that. So sorry. Regards, HHB, I-taste-SUGAR

Sorry is Unnecessary

Peeps, It seems like someone gets offended with what I have written in the previous entry. Should I say sorry to the poor dud? Wait, I need seconds to think. Oh no. I don’t need any since I am not going to say sorry for what I have written because that’s what I felt about the poor dud. But hey dud, I feel sorry that you’re being offended. Unfortunately I feel happier to know that you’re being insulted. It makes me feel wanting to insult you even more. Luckily, I have few friends with angelic hearts. They said, I have done enough. It really shows that you’re snubbed. I don’t have to do more, because I am not taking vengeance nor I am launching loathsome wars against you. Well what I have written tells that I really disgust you. Yes I do. There’s another thing that you need to know, before I off you go. Life is fair, That is why, what goes around comes around. For every single good and bad deeds, Certainly there’ll be rewards and retributions. It’s only the matter of time. When, where and what? I am pleased that you decided to put a stop to it. You quit from being my blog follower, You also scrubbed me out from your facebook. That shows, what I have written made an impeccable impact to you, Freak. I admit I was being so cynical, Now, I will not. So, in plain and simple language, I loathe you Loser! I am still disgusted with your pathetic attitudes. Uffff! p/s Hey, when you say keep laughing, surely I will. I will laugh even harder than before. But wait, will that ever change you? I highly doubt it. Still, I am enjoying my times. People said no sweat, because it takes only me to laugh at you. Regards, HHB, Still-Disgusted

Glad Tidings

Poor Dud, It feels satisfying to know that your world is shaken, It feels better to know that you’re getting it as your punishment, Yes it does. Dud, It felt good to be with you, Cause it takes two to tango. When I was left puzzled, I thought that my life is ruined. But hey no, I woke up and smelt the coffee. I despised to see you days and nights, Cause your face hurts my sight. Now that I know you’re left alone, You’re no longer occupying the throne. Your pathetic stories became my glad tidings, For it brings joys and glee. I need not anyone like you, Cause it takes only me to laugh at you.

p/s I did not name anyone here. If you get offended, then it's not my fault. Cheers. ;p

Anyways, i am sure that someone is offended with what i have written. Regardless of what you say, i am so happy. Hey freaks, what goes around comes around. Who says life is not fair.

Regards,

HHB,

never-A-false-ANGEL

A Big Hot Mess

Peeps,

Do you people fancy blonde jokes? God, I love blonde jokes and I really like Kellie Prickler for being the wittiest blonde that I have ever seen so far. She called herself as a Big Hot Mess during the Ellen Degeres talk show.

But trust me, she maybe a little bit ignorant but she is a kind person who deserves our respect. As a proof, she reminded all kids in school to pay attention so that they would not turn to become a big hot mess just like her.

So what about this blonde girl that I fancy the most? It’s her witty character. She is extremely hilarious. When she appeared in the Are You Smarter than a 5th Grader Show, she was asked about a 3rd grade geography question which is:

Budapest is the capital for what European Country?

She said that it might be a stupid question. (and of course the audience laughed, assuming that she knows the answer) But, no. She doesn’t know the answer. In fact, she later told the host that she thought that Europe was a country. (God, I love you Kellie. Europe is not a country. It’s a continent.) She later tried to figure out where on earth is Budapest. She said that she has never heard of that place. But she knows that they speak preach there. (By the fact that it sounds like Budha). She then asked herself whether France is a country? (Seriously Kellie, you did not even know this? Haha) So yeah, then she decided to copy the answer from the kid (Nathan). Then, the host asked her for one time what would be her guess? She said she didn’t think that France is a country. But she chose to try France. (Kellie, yes France is a country. But the capital is Paris not Budapest. Hope you know it by now.) The host then told her the answer which is Hungary. Being so ignorant about the place, she asked the host. Is what? Hungry? The host: Yes, Hungary. Like I am Hungry. (the audiences laughed) Kellie: That’s a country? Oooh I’ve heard of Turkey, but not Hungry. (more audiences laughed) So yeah, from that moment I believed that I love Kellie Pickler. She makes me smile and laugh hilariously like no one’s business. God I really like her. And people, bear in mind that she might be the ignorant blonde girl. But she managed to win thousand dollars for charity. She has contributed something big for a good cause. Us? I’m not sure. To Kellie, stay the way you are. So that I have more reasons to laugh. I heart You KP. p/s you guys must watch it too. Regards, HHB, i'm-a-HIMBO

PIE vs EH!

Beep Beep. New text message.

Pie: Fiqo, I would like to invite you to my 21st Birthday party. Everything would be planned by my friend, Najwa.

Me: When is it? Pie: 28th March 2009 from 8.00 to 11.00 p.m. Me: But babe, that is during the earth hour. I want to cast my vote and joined others. Pie: So you’re choosing the earth hour over me? Me:Hurm….let see if I can do something about it. Pie: Fiqo…please Me: Okay…okay I will come to your party. Pie: You and nicky would be the emcee okay. You have to be the emcee, as the birthday gift for me. Okay fiqo? I’ll tell you the tentative roughly.

Me: Emcee? Erghhh…whatever you wish, birthday girl. So yeah, that was a last month story. Haha. Where I was actually in a real dilemma whether to go to pie’s birthday bash or to join the earth hour. But yeah, finally i made up my mind and I joined pie's party.

To make myself feel better, I actually planned to print the earth hour poster and distribute it during the party. But after having a second thought that I might ruin her party, then I canceled my plan. Haha.

But, the moment I reached Alexis, Bangsar, I was relieved that the party is held at the Bar. So most of the lights were turned off. Thank God. Plus, there are many candles on the tables. So I made a right decision. Because I got to spend my times during the earth hour together with pie and other friends.

So here are the pictures during the birthday party. I enjoyed the party quite much because I had to be the emcee even I did not prepare anything despite that I was reminded earlier. Hehe. Some of pie’s friends performed for her. We sat and sang together for her. It was really great.

To pie, be a good girl. I always love you. You are the 1st girl junior that I become close with, up until now. You’re just like my little sister. Wish that we’ll be like this for years ahead. It’s really great to have you as my mooting buddy, a friend to share problems with and many others. I love the memories and time we spent together. Love you loads. Muaacks.

We Love You, Pie

Regards, HHB, We-ROCK-the-World