Not Just Another Dream

Hi Peeps,

Last night I had a dream. It's the dream that I wish would last long. Last night, I dreamt of my late grandmother. Yes, the one whom I deeply missed. In my dream, I saw her coming back to our house, and the moment I saw her, I ran towards her and I hugged her tightly. I can still remember vividly I cried really hard when I hugged her. It felt so real! 

Suddenly, I woke up and realized that it was just a dream. How I wish that the dream did not end there. And how I wish I can hug her longer.

But one thing for sure, it's a dream that I want to have every single time I fall asleep....

May you have the best place there, Nek. May my prayers for you are being heard by the Almighty. Amin.

Regards,

HHB

She's-deeply-Missed

Who's Singing...?

Hey Peeps,

look who's singing...? Check it out.

Regards,
HHB
Sing-for-Fun

What Do You Know About FRIENDSHIP?

What do you know about friendship,

when you do not care for your friend's feeling,

being insensitive towards them,

treating them like strangers,

not knowing the real situations,

yet you're giving them a wrong look,

putting the blame on them for the wrong thing you did,

giving them your evil laughs,

causing them to suffer heartache,

What do you know about it...?

For this one time,

I am begging you to come back to your

SENSES...!

Regards,
HHB,
heart-broken

The Untold Stories

Hey all,

thanks to Allah, alhamdulillah, finally, i've secured a job offer from a mid-sized law firm in Kuala Lumpur. What makes me happy is that, the firm is willing to pay me according to the market rate. Right now, I am very excited to embark on a new journey, as an Advocate & Solicitor.

I know that it won't be easy, yet, I am ready to face the upcoming challenges in life. I just pray and hope that I will always have the courage to make it through the hurdles. I always tell myself that the pain that I have to suffer, is the best way to bring me forward. So, I will bear the pain, no matter how painful it is.

Oh yeah, I've gone missing from this blog for almost a year. There are many major changes happened in my life.




My beloved grandmother, who was the closest person to me, passed away on the 16th day of last ramadhan. (May Allah bless her soul and place her in the best place, Amin.) She was the best gift for me from Allah. I am fortunate that I had her in my life. She was a very modest person, who always taught me good values in life. Whenever I faced troubles in life, she offered me her helps and showered me with her loves, so that I won't be left alone. Indeed, I owe her my life. My prayers, will always be with her.

Look at the smile on her face

Each time I miss her, I will look at the photos of her, which captured wonderful moments that I had with her. Tears couldn’t bring her back to me. Yet, the sweet and sad memories that we shared together will always remain intact in my mind.

The day when she left me, was the saddest day that I’ve ever had so far. It was the downiest point of my life. It’s really hard to let her go, but nothing that I could do to change the fact that she's gone. I will always remember her as the greatest gift that God has bestowed upon me. I love you Nenek.



To Nenek, we will always keep praying for your well-being in the hereafter. Never will I forget.

الفاتحه
 




 



After years going through the hurdles, finally, on January 2010 I graduated with a Second Class Upper Grade (yay). Now I am the degree holder of Bachelor of Laws (Honours). 

It's been a very tough journey, and it's impossible for me to reach the finish line without supports from people around me, especially my late Grandmother, family and close friends.


Now I have a bigger responsibility towards the society at large. The knowledge gained and the skills obtained throughout my studies, I shall not waste. I pray that Allah will always guide me to the right path. One thing for sure, I know that I won't sink in the sea of life

Then I pursued my career in legal fraternity as a pupil-in-chamber for the period of nine months.




And, on the 6th November 2010, my only sister gave birth to a beautiful baby, Sofia. Indeed, she is a real bundle of joy who brings thousands of meaning in this life.

Many things happened. Those are among the untold stories which I think, you should know.

I guess, I have nothing else to write here.

Till then,
ditto...!



Regards,
HHB,
that's-that

I Used To Have...

 Hey peeps,

I used to have a best friend,

who was always there for me, through thick and thin,

we shared many things in life together,

both sadness and hapiness,

but as we all know, with no exception,

all of us change,

some of us change to become a better person in life,

while some others, the other way around.

My so called best friend is of no exception,

he too, changed,

gradually, he became someone whom I can barely understand,

from someone whom I think "the best of friend",
to only my good friend,
again, after sometimes, I feel that he wasn't really a good friend,
but we're still close,
perhaps we're just close friends,
neither good nor best,
unfortunately, I was wrong again,
for one more time,
it seems there are gaps separated between us, lately,
and the gaps seemed to be created by himself,
hence, we are not as close as we used to be,
yet, he is a friend of mine, STILL.


Right now, at this moment,

I think, I have lost the count,

Why oh why,

only he has the answer,

but, no matter what,

I am still a hopeful person,

hoping that, he will be 'him' again.

Regards,
HHB,
Best-Good-Close

I am what 'HOLIC'?

Peeps,

Do you have any idea how much that I miss you? I really miss you people =)

Much apology for I failed to spare my time here. I haven’t got the opportunity to update my blog since the last two weeks. I was extremely busy with my sister’s wedding in Klang and Kuala Terengganu. Yet I am deligthed that everything went well. What a relief. Phew.

And yeah, finally, I can spare my priceless time to update my blog. Yay. Last night I was wondering, if a question is asked to you; What kind of ‘holic’ are you? What would be your answer? Well, as for me I have my own answers. I am a: 1. Chocoholic

I am pretty sure you know it. I am a sweet tooth person. Chocs and I are inseparable. I love the sweetness. Not to forget the bitterness. Every bite of chocs makes me feel great. That is why, I am a chocoholic person. 2. Shopaholic

I love spending my money, even when I don’t actually have much to spend. It is my greatest pleasure guilt. I like buying new stuffs for myself. It feels really satisfying when I can actually get things that I want.

It’s very rare that I’d go out without buying anything. I will refrain myself to shop when I actually have none to spend. Haha. It’s really bad. It’s not wise to spend money on unnecessary things. I know. I am sure we all know.

But last month was a marvelous month. I spent almost the whole money that I got from my part time job as a Research Assistant to buy loads of good. I bought 2 bottles of perfume for myself, a bottle of perfume for my mother (as a gift for mother’s day), 2 headbands from my younger sisters which they wore during my sister’s wedding, a table lamp and a cake for my sister (as her wedding+birthday gift), I got to treat my cousin makan2 and others. It feels really good. Nothing can describe the feeling, but self satisfaction. 3. Workaholic

Some people said that I am such a workaholic person. But, that’s what they thought, not me. I personally think that I am such a lazy brat. They just don’t know the reasons why I joined activities like mooting and being a Research Assistant during semester break.

It’s true that everyone should get their rest during the break by going to vacations etc. But one question, how can you go for a vacation when you don’t have much money? (figure it out for me please)

I first decided to join mooting competitions because I wanted to challenge myself. Many people said, if a student intends to be part of the mooting team, he/she has to be crème of the crème. But, I don’t think that they were right about it.

Cause I have proved them to be so wrong. First thing first, I am not crème of the crème, not even close to the word smart. Yet, I joined the mooting team, just to challenge my ability. To see what I am being capable of to do.

As to the Research Assistant job, I am being paid for whatever research that I’ve done. I’m doing the job to earn money and experiences. There is nothing to do with being workaholic. So people out there, I hope I have made it clear to you that I am not a workaholic person. Just a money motivated person. 4. Bookaholic

I wish I could be more of like Sarah and Hana who love to read books. I so admire the two of them for being really bookaholic. They really like reading. Hana even said once in her blog, ‘how can one not love books’? Sigh. I always tell myself to read more. Knowledge is powerful. Without knowledge we are powerless. So peeps, let’s read more books. ;p

Fyi, I read fictions to improve my dictions and English. Still, I think it’s never been enough. The other day, I went out to KLCC alone, and I actually dropped by to Kinokuniyya (a book store). I saw a very nice book rack which catches my eyes. I really fancy the books showed on the racks. Those are chic lits which are my favourite. Since then, I plan to buy it one by one. I just don’t bother with whoever saying that chic lit is meant for girls. If I like it, why cant I buy and read it? Right? So yeah…I’ll buy it later ;). I think I am only that ‘holics’. What about you peeps? Make sure, none of you is alcoholic. It brings no good to your life. Just don’t. Regards, HHB, Love-Shopaholic-theMost

A Wedding Blessing

My dearest sister, I am really glad that finally you’ll be married to a guy whom you love very dearly. To a guy who is willing to take good care for you so that nothing will harm you, ever. Nothing makes me happier than knowing the fact that someone is willing to accept you for better or worse. You’re my only sister. You’re the one whom I fight with, also the one whom I would always turn to whenever I am in troubles. No matter what people said about us, they just don’t know that we do love each other. At first I was so sad that you’ll be taken away from me. But, I no longer am as I am not losing you. In fact, I will gain a new family member, a brother in law. I know it’s not easy to be you, But bear in mind that God is being fair to us all, That is why after what you have gone through before, Now God is gratifying you with joys and glee into your life. Have a happy marriage life to you sis.

Till then Loads of Love.

HHB, Your only Brother