Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Dance with Me

Dearest friends,
You must be wondering why I posted this entry, “Dance with me”. Well, I used to tango, but now I’ll be dancing alone.
I tried to save the relationship that I had with Boo, but to no avail. Boo asked for a break-up for almost no reason. Make me a hopeless person, and totally upset with what Boo did to me.
Sorry friends, especially Syahril, Amry, Zaidi and Naguib for not telling you guys about this. You will only know about this if you read this enrty. I don’t want you guys to know that I was/am sad. I tried my best to hide my sad face. But sometimes, when Boo crossed my mind, I can’t help with the sad feeling. Yeah, because I am really disappointed with you, Boo.
Someone told me "sometimes you have to learn not to love a person very deeply, because that person might hurt you." I believe that is so true.
Look at you Boo, what have you become. You’re not the person whom I used to love very dearly. You have changed…in many ways. You seemed don’t care about my feelings. Why did you do this to me?
I really hope that you will learn something from this; don’t hurt people when you don’t want to be hurt. Treat people the way you want to be treated. Have a sense of respect, at least.
I’m grateful that many of my friends said that they’re by my side when I need them. I don’t have too worry. Thank you to Irda, Pie, Shils, Mumu, Gedik etc.
Even one of them said “I have lost my respect towards Boo”…. And Pie said “Fiqo, Boo is losing for your greatness. You’re not losing…”
Thank you again guys for your advices and support. But that’s not what I want them to think about you. You’ve become their friend too.
But Boo, all I want you to do is to think what have you done. If you think you’re right, then you might want do it again. But if you’re not, then learn something from it.
Thank a bunch for your loves and everything.

Regards,

HHB,

Extremely Upset & Sad

40 comments:

[ citapus ] said...

hafiq..dun be sad k.eventho i xtawu sapela ur Boo tu smpai today(hihi) but im sure u deserve better!dun be upset..smile & live life to the fullest :D

F-I-Q-O said...

thanx nad ;)

F-I-Q-O said...

btw, i am so sorry that i couldnt reveal boo's identity...let ir remains to be a secret k?

love you buddy

[ citapus ] said...

its ok hafiq :)

T said...

Nice pics.

F-I-Q-O said...

hopefully, u n ur bf will be happy always. Amin

F-I-Q-O said...

t--> tq for dropping by

Anonymous said...

owh my goD!!! y on earth???

Anonymous said...

Goodness...

why does my heart always move around quite correctly???

i was thinking to ask u how's boo..but i refrained..otherwise u wouldn't be able to answer me when we were all there on the table having lunch, u'd have to answer the question for the others too..

goodness...

u were not as much as cheerful the way u often do before us..i saw something but i just couldn't get it..

oh, what can i say to ease u? it's u who know how deep the cut is..words from friends are encouraging but by nature they are momentary..

i reckon it's ur strength that u need most now. to stand up, keep walking, smile and live normal. it's not easy, i know, it's not. he had shown perfidy to u and it shall be returned with ur most professional way, by being rational.

anything, holler me. am ready to listen ok?

shmlhzm said...

dont be sad dude.
i'll company u while you're dancing alone... ;)

F-I-Q-O said...

anonymous--> i cant answer ur question. boo has made his mind. i wasnt happy too. i was and still shocked.

naquib--> bib, even if u asked how's my boo, i would just say maybe boo's happy with boo's life now.

was it too apparent that i wasnt as cheerful as i would always do? i am sorry bib. i hope you guys would not be affected too much.

i'll try my best to appear lively in front you guys. This is my promise.

Thanx bib. You know that I would talk to you, if I need too.
Thanx again

Bite me--> thanx man for ur kind offer. That would at least heal my broken hearted a lil-bit. Well at least i know, someone cares for me.
Thanx to all of you.

Anonymous said...

Fiq, i do agreed with naguib...
eventho i dont know every single thing what goes around with you and your boo lately, i can feel what do you feel at the moment...

but you are such a great 'man' because you can hide your sadness...

be strong Fiq, maybe this is your time to learn something bout LOVE...Love doesn't always end in happily ever after, even if one still loves...

The pain of lost love is very real. And so, too, are the memories… sabar yea Fiq (;

Sheera_K said...

OMG...
im sorry to hear bout u n ur boo...
dun be sad ok...
remember everything happens for a reason...
i try carikan another boo nak? hehe
smile k...

Anonymous said...

ure looking great today...that red shirt really contrasts ur situation now..i'll talk to u soon..

F-I-Q-O said...

amry--> thanx amry for being very thoughtful. I know this thing wouldnt last forever...but at least, I was hoping that it would be longer. But the damage has been done. My future is more important than my past...so...yeah...
don't worry buddy =)

Sheera--> babe, thanx for dropping by. Malu nye bile my classmate tau that i broke up. What a shame...

you wanna find me another boo? sure...why not ;p

yeah...i'm gonna smile ^_^

bib--> I don't want to be known as a sobber guy...so i'm wearing red today. haha...ramai yang tegur about the colour. even my lecturer...
haha...

yeah...we'll talk later...no worries dear.

AppleB said...

im speechless.

apa pun live goes on kan. simpan la memories u n boo tu baik2.

don't be sad ok.

Anonymous said...

erm...
frankly speaking,i was realy2 shocked when knoeing ur situation with ur boo now...
i dun expect things like dis happen 2 both of u...
since knoeing dat uols r seem 2 b ok jeh...erm...
watever pn,we r still be wif u in watever situation pn...
in fact fwenship last longer...
love may comes and go...
ur advantage is dat u can hide ur sadness from others..unlike me...
huhu~~

watever pn juz cncentrate in ur future...since u r almost reach ur goal kn...
i do agree wit wat hav been said by shill(if im not mistaken)...
in fact ur boo yg rugi,not u!!!

p/s:ktowg snngup wt batolian tentera nk g serang...
hahaha...
siap bwk kaen rentang semangat lg...

F-I-Q-O said...

adiey--> i'm afraid that when i tell you guys, some people might think that i'm being paranoid and unreasonable.

but, having talked to you guys last nite, made me think that i was being rational and within the limit of a reasonable person all this while.

btw, i appreciate that u and others are volunteering to form a gorup of forces. haha.

but i think, no point of declaring war.

u know what, even the engine guy, Hafiq, said that he wanted to punch boo. Sigh~

But, i just think that wasn't the right thing to do. Cause the pain would only be temporary. Let boo thinks. Hopefully, boo will learn...

Thanx again.

Chill~

RiRa said...

u know what..
the hurt is just not worth it..
so lesson learned...stay single.
lol

Anonymous said...

yup...i knoe all dis while u r always acted rationally...
but i really want 2 knoe da exact story from u last nite...
so, then i can think 4 me , at least in da future...
2 be rational like u...
in which its hard 4 me,most of da tiems...
huhu~~
u knoe me rite???

F-I-Q-O said...

kak apple bie--> thanx kak. yeah. the sweet memories remain. msg2 dia bg..dr dulu sampai sekarang sy x buang lagi

rikh--> haha. unfortunately, i cant stay single. i need someone to love me. and i have loves to give back in return. but...it's just not now. we'll see how, k rikh?

adiey--> remember, we're men. we cant be too much swayed by our emotion. try to control it k, pal?
am sure you can. we all can =). but u're happy with ur lover. so there's nothing to worry. at least now. live your life happily k?

Anonymous said...

erm....
i really hope so...
huhu~~

Khairulius said...

dont be sad.... i know its hard..but trust me its only in the beginning..later on u'll be ok....
keep on moving...cause there's always sunshine for such a good person like you...

Anonymous said...

hafiq..:-)
arapnya kau jgn lah terlalu bersedih yer..tak slah untuk sedih da meratapi sesuatu yang 'hilang'..tetapi adalah lebih elok sekiranya menghargai apa yang ada dan meradhakan yang nak pergi tu hafiq..aku percaya kau akan dapat yang lebih baik dari tue..
Allah akan sentaisa mentakdirkan yang terbaik untuk hamba Nya..
'past is past..present is better..future will be the best'
em aku soakan kau kuat dan cepat 'kembali' kepd kwn2 yang merindui hafiq hassan basri..:-)
kau selalu ajar aku untuk be strong and be always poditive..kan..kan..:-)

F-I-Q-O said...

khairulius--> i'm hoping the same. i feel like singing...to cheer my self up...

i've got a pocketful of sunshine...i got...lalala....

shu--> i'm trying my best to be as strong as i can. thanx a lot shu.

Anonymous said...

Where's Dorotha B?U need her rite nw!!!-L

Anonymous said...

Why it's always b G not me B!!!.Im nowhere to be seen!!!lol!!!:)-L

F-I-Q-O said...

hello...
there's nothing much to talk about you D.

create Drama...i'll include u in my stories. Duh.

-B-

Anonymous said...

yeah i know...when it comes to your drama B,i'll be out of the picture...But when it comes to my drama,you'll be the first in the pic.hahaha.

-L

F-I-Q-O said...

so what exactly do you have in your mind right now?
i'm being drammatic?
haha...

Anonymous said...

You always being dramatic B!For whatever reason.lol!!!:)-L

shills pills said...

RAMAI DAH COMMENT BG YOU SEMANGAT...
see, you will always have your friends..

fiqo, boo must have boo's own reason..
im not backing him up or whatever.

there's no need to push it if you are not happy anymore..

you have a partner to make you happy, if you are no longer happy, whats the point?

so boo hurts you.
no longer making you happy.
let it go..
it just makes you stronger ang more mature!

as you've read my blog

"one door closed, another 10 better ones opens.."

muacks! muacks!

Anonymous said...

hafiq..:-)

am absolutely agreed with shila mohtar said tue..:-)

give ur life to live agtain..;-)

'kwn' aku ckp...:-)

wish u b strong ek hafiq..

Anonymous said...

slm hafiq.
fatimah's here.

hm..rasanye dh ckup kot sume2 org pny sapot.hihi

i only have 1 thing to say..
what ever happened btween you guys, don't regret - anything:ur memories, times etc. bcoz what happened will build up who u r tomorrow right?
even tho u might not be grateful for the pain n sad memories, but i think in time u'll be grateful to at least, had the experience :)

Candy said...

I do not speak English good
But, Your blog is very pretty

Besos, From Argentina!

F-I-Q-O said...

Shills--> thanx babe. The night we went out to club, I enjoyed very much. Yeah, I am lucky that i have many friends to back me up...to give me support...

I wouldnt be as cheeerful as I am now wihtout you guys =).

I Love you shills.
My lovely adik cucuk bintang ;p

Shu--> shills is pretty smart, even she's a bimbo, just like i do. haha.

Tim--> I wouldnt regret for the memories...it would always be the sweet memories between me and Boo. Tq tim, for dropping by =)

Candy--> whoa....i have reader from argentina. I'm glad =)

Candy said...

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and your facebook?

F-I-Q-O said...

Hafiq Hasan Basri =)

jejepp el waseem said...

lalu lalu..

F-I-Q-O said...

oiiiiiiiiii jgn blah...tol...tol